I searched for you among leafy streets;
A V-striped dress I wore;
Retracing steps on quiet paths-
But you’re not there anymore.
I wandered into that burger place,
And to that back roads bar;
A cosy place where three of us chatted-
Now I don’t know where you are.
Waiting on a platform for a night-time train-
You asked him to go on home;
I blindly followed you where you led-
But you chose to be alone.
I rode the long escalator wondering how
You held the stroller that day;
My boy is so tall now and he knows your name
But you have flown away.
I sat underneath the spiky seed trees
And faced you like we did in year ten
I almost told you a secret or two
But you don’t live back then.
My eyes took in that old fireplace –
You had stood there with dancing eyes,
Watching me talk to those you knew;
Now you have cut the ties.
Back and forth, the memories swirl;
Time keeps marching on …
Would you have searched for me and rebuilt the ties,
If you hadn’t been gone so long?
© M. Patterson 24.8.22

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